I’m about to go on a mini Austin Carlile spam because I’m feeling such sadness that he’s not in front of me anymore. I looked around in the crowd and people probably thought I was hurting or something because I was CRYING so much but truth is I was just crying tears of joy because he was infront of me.
I’ve never faced some sort of HUGE hardship in my life, I’ve never really been suicidal, and I’ve never needed actual therapy. My heart goes out to all who have ever gone through those things. I’m saying that because one big part of Austin’s life is to help his troubled fans. Of course I have bad days, stressful ones or ones that are just downright upsetting, and every time I saw a .gif of him smiling or an interview with him saying positive things, my heart was uplifted. I just felt so many things when he was infront of me and I’m sad it’s not here anymore. I’m still in such disbelief. The man I’ve been listening to and watching and basically stalking was live. Right there, feet away singing “You’re not alone, you’re with me.” I want to thank him for everything he does, for working so hard no matter how much of a hard life he’s had with his OWN health issues and death of his mother, etc. He is such a hero to me. Hence, I’m gonna spam his face on my blog for a bit. Goodnight.